Ai! Itai!
Last night, me and Kuja, my gay friend had a girl to girl(?) chat.
He was in pain. He tried to sound cheerful but he failed to convince me.
He started telling the story.
Kuja met this guy about two to three weeks ago.
And with that very short span of time he felt something for him
but he was certain that it was nothing more but an admiration for him.
Kuja celebrated his birthday for two days, he was there, invited of course.
There Kuja started to feel something for him.
He realized he was falling for him.
But the sad part was, after Kuja's birthday he left and went to Manila.
He was hurt. And I can feel how hard it is for him.
He easily gets attached.
Falls inlove easily.
And in the end, gets hurt.
I told him that when you love, getting hurt comes with it.
I told him that.
"You have a point there", kuja said.
And I was happy I helped him somehow.
But..
I asked myself, did you really meant what you said?
Did you REALLY love someone? or worse, Do you really know how to love?
I don't know.
I really worry about myself too much.
I don't wanna get hurt.
Xiao |9:39 PM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
