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My 29th of March

2006-03-31T13:13:00.000+08:00

29 March 9:00 am
I woke up early to go to The Rock Editorial Board exam. I turned on the computer and opened MS word to make an application letter. When I was contemplating on what to say in the letter I realized that the exam was an Editorial Board exam... and I don't plan to kick Timmy's arse and be a Graphic Arts Editor... I think I can't handle the pressure plus the obligation. I just want to be a staff! But I printed the crappy letter anyway. I went to school and met Danj, he gave me his usual jutsu. At PL208 we were given almost a similar test like the one during newbie application. I did not finish the test and I did not pass the crappy letter I printed just that morning.

Sta. Ana Church
I just wore a pink-spaghetti gown and marched on the altar of Sta. Ana Church. How I hate wearing those kind of dresses! Gowns are evil. They make me look bad and degrade my esteem to subzero level. Mama wants me to wear that 3in sandal! I immediately replied NO WAY! But she kept on insisting. In the end, I won. I will NEVER wear that evil footwear!

Reception
At Robinsons Highland Pavilion. Dan was there too. I did not want him to come and see me looking like a PUSIT but my Lola invited him. I should have evade him by ejecting black dye on his face! *evil laugh* But at least I could hang out with him before he flies west Gensomaden Saiyuki. XP The food was YUMMY! Especially the fish fillet (i loooove fish :3)!

Honeymoon
We occupied one room and decided to stay overnight. Me, Jan, Jerome, Ate Honey (with her fwendster and biyfriend), and Dan were their. We planned to go swimming that night but unfortunately we didn't (long story). Good thing my brother Jan brought the PS2 to hinder boredom from swishing sleep spell on us four (Ate Honey was upstairs with his bf and friends). They borrowed Metal Gear Snake Eater CD. Shtupid. >:/ He could have borrowed a versus game or any 2player game. I didn't whine though. I was too exhausted.

Sleep spell
Dan, Jerome and Jan were tough that they were able to stand playing that game all night. I fell asleep on the sofa.

Now Showing: Traces of Sunshine

2006-03-25T11:08:00.000+08:00

YATTA!

I really thought we would be in 4th place in our English movie contest.
Our 4 OC nights have paid off!!
We did not win the first place (2nd place)but..
We won the most number of awards (6/9 awards)!

Best Cinematography (colab of cameramen, lightsmen, etc.)
Best Video Editor (that's ahem me and mo! *tied with BSN 3I)
Best Supporting Actress (chupeta!)
Best Soundtrack (thanks to Fiona Apple's Not About Love)
Best Director (Jesh?!)
Best Actress (ahemm... ^_________^)

Mr.Grande commented that our movie has the most unique story.
That it has full of irony.
That the actress (ahem again!) shows very raw emotions especially in the parking lot scene and the contortion (ack! clown!?) of the face was very good.
That the director was very good too that he was able to push me to run and act (drama n hilak galore!) in the parking lot of SM (it was my idea! wahahahah!)!!
That our movie was slapstick (errr.. dunno the spelling) a movie that makes you laugh at the beggining but at the end... something unpredictable happens.

blah blah blah..

I'm so so so soooo happy and proud of it!

But I sacrificed my Pathophysiology exam for this.
Goodbye SPC. wahuhuhu~

Bye-bye Babuy

2006-03-15T09:31:00.000+08:00

Last week of March.. tuloy na talaga.. T____T Pupunta na sila Dan sa other side ng Earth lolz.Huhuhuhuh.. Dunno when will they come back. Sus! Kung may pera lang ako! Susundan ko kayo mag to-tour din ako! NYAHAHAHAH! Kasi.. wala na akong aawayin. Huhuhuh.. Sabi pa nya tago lng daw ako sa bag niya. HAHAHHAHAH! Haaayy... gusto ko sumama!!! WAHUHUHUHUHUHUHU T_____________________T

Anyway.. Oi Dan. Bakit parang mainit talaga ulo mommy mo sa akin?!
Tingnan mo tuloy bunso mong kapatid! Sabi pa ni RJ eh pinaglihian daw ako ng Mama mo. Brown, straight hair tsaka siya lang sa inyong pamilya ang payat! WAHAHAHAHH! At ang pagka-gupit pa ng buhok.. pareho pa talaga. Heheheh! Pero, diba 1st year college pa tayo nun buntis Mommy mo? Ba't parang hanggan ngayon ganun parin? Hehhehe.. Bakit kaya.. dahil ba di ako kasing RECH nyo? Uso pa ba yan ngayon? Lolz. Unfair ha, Ikaw kilala ka na ng lahat mula sa Lola ko't hanggang sa kalayu-layuang pinsan pati silingan kaila nimo! Kana imong inahan oi, arte! Na discourage ba kay dili ko GIRLALOO? Bleh bahala xa ui. HEhheheheh!

Gamitin mo nalng phone ng mommy mo ha! Sneak lang! pag ninja-ninja!
Yaw kalimot tawag.
Mingawon ko nimo babuya ka.
Pasalubong ha!
I will mishuuu. T^T

Nobela

2006-03-15T09:18:00.000+08:00

Ngumiti kahit na napipilitan
Kahit pa sinasadya
Mo akong masaktan paminsan-minsan
Bawat sandali na lang

Tulad mo ba akong nahihirapan
Lalo't naiisip ka
Hindi ko na kaya pa na kalimutan
Bawat sandali na lang

At aalis, magbabalik
At uuliting sabihin
Na mahalin, ka't sambitin
Kahit muling masaktan
Sa pag-alis ako'y magbabalik
At sana naman...

Sa isang marikit na alala'y
Pangitaing kayganda
Sana nga'y pagbigyan na ng tadhana
Bawat sandali na lang

Sumabay sa biglang pagkabahala't
Lumabis ang pagtataka
Tunay na pagsintang 'di alintana
Bawat sandali na lang

ME LIKES A "SHE"

2006-03-10T14:55:00.000+08:00

This has happened twice in my entire life.
The first time was whe I was in 3rd year highschool.
But it didn't took long though.

The second episode started just last 3 - 4 weeks...

I heard many things about this instructor.
Strict, sadist, apathetic teacher..
I was frightened.
So I read my lessons in advance for me not to be
humiliated by this person.

I asked my classmate what this teacher looked like.
They were all saying same adjectives: short, fair complexion, strict, chinky eyes, beautiful eyelashes, but a tormentor.
Also a bestfriend of our loathed ex-teacher Ms. "G".

4:00pm It was time for the instructor and us his students to meet.
Of course, we waited for him patiently.

I was eager.

Then after 30mins I think, the teacher finally arrived.

Indeed, HE was short, white, stern and meticulous-looking -------- gay.
I was amused to see that this very cuuuuute teacher was the one they were referring to.

We were attentive during his discussions, we anticipated many horrible things from him like letting us recite in front; humiliating us if we're unable to answer, or letting us go out of the room because of he hates our faces...

Me and my classmates are thinking that his bestfriend that hag Ms. "G" brainwashed hiim and told him bad bad bad things about us (Ms. "G" hates our class). After he discuss a topic he would ask us "Did you get class?, We would reply "Yes Sir." and he would reply "I hope so.".
Some of my classmates (especially those good ones) thinks that it's an insult.

Anyway... we meet 3 hours every Thursday, Friday and Saturday and those days... gave me time to discover that I am starting to like this gay teacher.

As days pass, he gets a bit nicer to us. Sometimes he interject jokes, although you'll need time to figure out if he was joking or not. ^____^

My classmates noticed that I'm really fond of him! I mean... they think I'm so ABNORMAL because I had a crush on a gay! I even told Dan, about this, he said that "luod daw kaayo" (i am disgusting) because of linking a gay.

Nothings wrong with that.

Saturday afternoon, we transfered to another room because the aircon wasn't functioning. Mo took her camera and I asked her to stealthily take pictures of him while we transfer to another room.

We couldn't catch up he walks fast and we were afraid he would notice us. We were successful in taking pictures but everything we captured was his back. T_____T
When we got their we started our lesson about teh Respiratory system.
Strange, he's carrying his folder (seat plan) as he talks in front. I eagerly listen to him and sometimes I get lost in the topic because I am observing everything aboyt him - the way he talks (so smart), the way his kilay raise when he talks, the way he projects his "taray look".
He asked us a question as if challenging us

You always write in your charts: teach the patient deep breathing exercises. How d you do that, anyway? he opened his folder and read randomly his seat plan (he doesn't do this very often, this is teh first time actually)

"Ms. Prieto?", he called.

----------TO BE CONTINUED-----------

Dan

2006-01-24T18:06:00.000+08:00

Hoy Dan
asan ka na?
hindi ka na nagpaparamdam
akala ko kasi
hahabul-habulin mo pa rin ako
katulad nang dati

noon
'kala ko manhid ka
kasi astig ka
hindi ka nang-iiwan
kahit pinapahirapan na kita
lahat ng pasakit ginawa ko na sa'yo
kinaliwa at kinanan
kinalimutan
tinawanan
pinag damutan

gusto ko kasi n'on na lumayas ka na
sa lecheng buhay ko
yoko kasi ng asungot
kaw kasi
buntot ng buntot
yan tuloy

oi Dan
alam mo
mis na kita
magparamdam ka na nman o
gusto kita tawagan sa bahay nyo
kaya lang
sabi ng yaya mo
buong araw ka daw sa kwarto mo

ginamit ko pa si magsy
sabi ko itext ka
tinawagan ka na nga nya
wala pa ring sagot ang phone mo

huy! bingi ka ba?
anser your fone ulol
gusto ko na marining
ang boses mong lalampa-lampa

COPY PASTE LANG

2006-01-24T17:22:00.000+08:00

120 THINGS ABOUT ME...
N0 LYiNG BE HONEST!!!

(001) Your gender: girl

(002) Straight/gay/bi?: str8

(003) Single?: ngayon...? wahuhuhuhuhuhu...

(004) Want to be? animator / mangaka

(005) Your birth day: 30 December

(006) Age you wish you were: 15

(009) The color of your eyes: brown

(010) Piercings? : 5 - 1 = 4

(012) Tattoos: not planning to have one. no.

DO YOU...

(013) Smoke: nope

(014) Do drugs: nope

(015) Read the newspaper: just when i see one.

(016) Talk to strangers: talk to stray cats

(018) Take walks in the rain: sureness.

(019) Drive: arcade lang. XP

(020) Like to drive fast?: sa arcade, oo.

(021) Hurt yourself: before

(022) Been out of the country: someday

(023) Been in love: yeah

(024) Done drugs: no way lageh!

(025) Gone skinny dipping: unsa na? payatot ako eh.

(026) Had a surgery: self-incision of wrist... hahaha XP

(027) Ran away from home: never

028) Played strip poker: lolx.

(029) Gotten beaten up: versus games? a lot.

(030) Been picked on: yeah, highschool

(031) Been on stage: uh-huh

(032) Slept outdoors: huhuhuhu...

(034) Pulled an all-nighter: what? no.

(036) Talked on the phone all night: ye

(038) Slept all day: almost

(039) Killed someone: n-no-noo

(040) Made out with a stranger: kachipan

(041) Had sex with a stranger: manyak.

(042) Kissed the same sex: nope.. but i know someone! girl x girl

(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex: no

(044) Been betrayed: i think so

(045) Broken the law: see last survey

(046) Met a famous person: i forgot.

(047) Been on radio/tv: ye

(048) Been in a mosh-pit: nohw

(049) Had a nervous breakdown: lol

(051) Had a dream that kept coming back: nope

(052) Shoe brand: vans

(053) School: ma, penge baon. XP

(054) Wear hats: used to

(055) Judged other people by their clothing: nope

(056) Like to wear make-up: nope

(057) Favorite place to shop: dunno

(058) Favorite article of clothing: sweaters

(059) Are you trendy: no

BELIEFS...

(060) Believe in life on other planets: yeah!

(061) Miracles: ^^;

(062) Astrology: don't

(063) Magic: akazukin chacha!

(064) God: uh-huh

(066) Santa: used to.

(067) Ghosts: y-ye-yea-yeah...

(068) Birth: birth?

(069) Love at first sight: nope

(070) Yin and Yang: sumtyms? hehe

(071) Witches: yeah

(072) Easter bunny: scram! shooo!

(077) Been in love: o

(078) Still love him/her: o

(079) Do you consider love a mistake: nope

(080) What do you find romantic: kiss sa forehead

(081) Turn-ons: secret

(082) Turn-offs: maarte, hambog, nangbabaliwala, boring XP

(083) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: hnde

(084) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out: what's wrong with that anyway. but i can't do it. lol

(085) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: once or twice

(087) What is best about the opposite sex: they (some) have MORE guts

(088) What's the last present someone gave you: manga

(089) Do you like someone at this moment? yeah

THE LAST PERSON......
(090) That you laughed at: kenneth

(091) That laughed at you: kenneth

(092) That turned you on: haaay

(093) You went shopping with: mami

(094) To disappoint you: s2pd.

(096) To make you cry: hindi tao, computer

(097) That brightened up your day: no one.

(098) You were with last night: no one.

(099) You saw a movie with: faith and mo

(100) You talked to on the phone: aicha

(101) You talked to through IM: kuja

(102) You hung out with: fwendz

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...

(104) Smiled and meant it: yesterday?

(105) Laughed: just a while ago

(106) Cried: last year my digiart wasn't saved properly. whatta waste

(107) Bought something: today

(108) Danced: i forgot. :D

(109) SPORT YOU PLAYED LAST: used to train shironryuu

(110) Hugged someone: last saturday.. ahuhuhu...

(111) Talked to an ex: newyear

(112) Watched your fav movie: last year?

(113) Talked on the phone: sunday

(114) Listened to the radio: wmp lng ngayon

(115) Watched TV: sunday??

(116) Went out: TODAy

(117) Helped someone: yesterday sa OR

(118) Said "I love you" and meant it: many weeks ago

(119) Made someone else cry: saturday..

(120) Did something with someone u didnt mean to do: nung sabado

Another One

2006-01-12T15:43:00.000+08:00

They call me:
= Xiao

Most memorable moment:
= January 3 2004

Worst:
= every 10th of October

First best friend ever:
= ARMS

First love:
= . . . .

Best love song:
= Grow Old With You!

Is it possible to be in love with more than
one person at the same time:
= no comment on that. XP

When love hurts, you:
= spend all my money buying tokens in the arcade

~True or false:
All you need is love:
= false

Is there such thing as love at first sight:
= i don't think so.

Do your parents' opinions on your bf/gf
matter to you:
= i don't care

Are you the type of person to HOLLER
and ask for numbers:
= yeah! they ask mine! ^___^

~Picky Picky
Cat or dog:
= cats and dogs

Short or long hair:
= short

Shine or rain:
= shine

Moon or sun:
= sun and moon!

Hugs or kisses:
= hugs

1 best friend or 10 aquaintances:
= a bessy!

Summer or winter:
= both

Written letters or e-mails:
= letters

Playstation or Nintendo:
= PS2 psX PSP (asaness! :P)

Car or motorcycle:
= baktas

House party or club:
=house

Sing or dance:
= who? me? i can't do both

Freak or slow dance:
= i dance like a freak!

What pants are you wearing right now:
= i'm wearing my school uniform

What shirt are you wearing right now:
= uniform

What song are you listening to right now:
= sound of the keyboard

How is the weather right now:
= aircon....... T____T

Last person you talked to on the phone:
= Babuy Dan

Last dream you can remember:
= my dream more than 10 years ago

Who are you talking to right now:
= psyche

What time is it:
= 16:15

~More About YOU
What are the last 4 digits of your phone
number:
= 7305

If you were a crayon, what color would
you be:
= red---> the overused crayon XP

Have you ever almost died?
= uh-uh

when:
=

How many kids do you want to have:
=

What are you most scared of:
= cockroach & ghosts

How many TV's do you have in your
house:
= 4

Do you have your own TV:
= yeah. yung pinaka bulok.

What do you dream about:
= sit in the couch and watch my OWN anime playing on TV

Who do you tell your dreams to:
= to my fwends, my blog, and my notebooks

Who's the quietest friend you have:
= cyndi, i think.

How many licks does it take to get to the
center of a Tootsie Pop:
= what is a tootsie pop? lolz.

I'm Bored

2006-01-11T08:14:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Hitome
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions.
02. I don't watch much TV these days.
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I have loads of books.
06. I once slept in a toilet.
07. I love playing video games.
08. I adore marijuana.
09. I watch porn movies.
10. I watch them with my father.
11. I like sharks.
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colours on their backs.
13. I was born without hair
14. I like J. Bush.
15. People are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche.I wish
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself.
20. I'm really really smart.
21. I've never broken someone's bones.
22. I have a secret.
23. I hate snow.
24. I drink only milk.
25. Punk rock rules.
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food.
28. I would hate to be famous.
29. I am not a morning person.
30. I wear glasses.
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses.
32. I have potential.
33. I'm pure Japanese.
34. My legs are two different sizes i refuse to believe my legs are identical.
35. I have a twin.
36. I wear a padded bra.
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing.
38. I'm left-handed.
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them.
40. I don't like horror movies.
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway.
42. People hate me usually. thats a fact
43. I love ~~pop~~ music.
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight.
45. I hate parking fines.
46. I know national anthem of my country by heart.
47. I know more than two languages.
48. I spend too much time on the computer.
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window.
50. I live on a ground floor.
51. I don't like chocolate.
52. I'd like to be more original.
53. I've lied. and who didn't?
54. Cocks are my favorite birds.
55. I want to conquer the world.
56. I wonder what happens when you die.
57. I've read ~~all~~ books about Harry Potter.
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise.
60. I hate chemistry with a passion.
61. I love to write.
62. I like changes.
63. I hate going to class.
64. I am afraid to die.
65. I hate dish washing.
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly.
67. My nails are nine inch long.
68. My favorite color is orange.
69. I like to sleep on the floor.
70. I am hopeless at cooking.
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little.
72. I should be doing something else rather than writing this. XD
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN.
74. I hate government.
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend.
76. I'm too nice for my own good.
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can.
78. I don't trust newspapers.
79. I like debating.
80. I live in a vagon.
81. I clean my room once a month.
82. I'm scared of american fast food.
83. I have a third eye.
84. I love Mozambique.
85. I don't trust any religion.
86. I used to play with barbies because all the other girls were doing it. ..but I hate them
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I ~~like~~ listening to wind chimes.
89. I'm very disorganized.
90. My hair is ~~long~~ and straight.
91. I earn a lot.
92. I ~~don't~~ like spicy food.
93. I keep a diary.
94. I can't do cartwheels.
95. I am very lazy. very very
96. I'm sarcastic.
97. I think my hair is annoying.
98. I'm very sensitive.
99. I love being "ab-normal."
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue. ehehe

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Name xiao
Age 19
Birthday 30 december 1986
Hometown dabaw
Where you live Pinas
Eye Color dark brown
Hair Color brown-dark brown
Height 5ft 3in
Weight 45kg
Righty or Lefty righty
Inny or Outty inny and outy
Ethnicity AlBhed(ian)
Worst Fear cockroaches
Weakness indolence
Strengths optimistic!
Goals draw an anime for Clamp/TOEI/Square Enix (ambisyosa!)

Favorite's

Soda coke?
Food pizza tsokolate Milo scoop shake icecream
Car I want a Gundam!
Actor/actress Kim Min Sun Kwon Sang Woo Kim Rae-won
Music Artist Oasis 311 Dashboard Confessionals at mga pinoy music artists!
Animal cats and dogs
Color brown also: orange black green
Song Jpop Kpop OPM Rak! Alternatib Kahit ano wak lng songs ng boyband
Movie windstruck My Sassy Girl My Little Bride He was Cool Skeleton Key Kill Bill 1 Street Fighter Alpha Naruto the Movie
TV show Untalkative Bunny
Holiday Pasko Holloween
Subject PE
Resturant/Fast Pizza Hut
Pizza Topping pinya & bellpeppers!!
Book Books Twisted Shonen Jump Paboritong Libro ni Hudas
Thing in your room sketch pads maps notebooks manga/mangazines papers dusts

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This or That?
Chocolate or Vanilla choco
Rock or Pop Rock and Jpop/Kpop
Pizza or Hotdog pizza
Ketchup or Mustard both
Apple or Orange both
Computer or TV computer
Pencil or Pen both
Color or Black and White color
Skating or Biking biking
Beach or Mountains beach
Naughty or Nice nice
Bright or Dark bright
Night or Day day
Late night or Early morning late night

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Have you's?
Been in love lol
Smoke nope
Drank three times..?
Been on TV yep! directed by me, produced by me, starring me!
Been in the News paper >.<

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Do you's?
smoke never
drink yeah..
play an instrument guitar piano flute (but i'm not really good at them)
think you're attractive dunno
have a crush on someone ye
think someone has a crush on you feelingera!
have a best friend yeah
draw on yourself I used to draw "tattoos" on my hands, arms, legs, and face
have a cell phone yep
find yourself bored sometimes
have a myspace uh-huh! it's a dead account! XP
have AIM nope
have MSN i forgot
have a girlfriend/boyfriend yep

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For a Guy/Girl

Hair black no gels i hate spikey hairs
Eyes ha?
eyes ni Lenard pwede na. ^___^
Height height matters!
Weight babuy!
Style ewan!!

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Random stuff
Do you have piercings yeah. i have five5
Do you have tattoos never
How many CD's do you own lots of them!! audio vcd dvd mp3 installers blank stop piracy! nyahahha
Are you popular hell yeah. in my own manga XP
Have you ever broken the law uhh.. picking flowers?
Have you ever been arrested nyahahah! busted and wasted in GTA!
Are you tired of this survey kinda
Did you like it XP A
Are you done stupid question ---> :D

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YOUR..
1. whole name: Jennie Anne A. Prieto
2. nicknames: Xiao , Jini
3. birthday: 30 December 1986
4. zodiac sign: Capricorn
5. civil status: Single

SCHOOLS..
6. elem: Assumption College of Davao
7. high school: Assumption College of Davao
8. college: San Pedro College
9. course: BS Nursing
10. org(s): The Rock | Ex- Esencio de Teatro

YOUR FAVORITE:
11. movie: same lang sa itaas
12. band/singer: same lang sa itaas
13. sport: swimming, shorinryuu, chess (feeling hawud!, takyan!!
14. invention of man: computer
15. chillout place: rooftop
16. fruit: apple, mango, orange
17. sitcom characters: *isip* minsa lng ako nood tv eh
18. day of the week: saturday!
19. line from a movie: "how can you live with that face!?" ~my tutor friend heheheh
20 talk show host: ewan

THINGS YOU WANT TO...
21. buy: weekly shonen jump, copic markers
22. eat: things i want to eat?!
23. receive this xmas: hugs n kisses n promises. huhuhuhuhu... T______T
24. try: bungee jump!!
25 throw: the lazy xiaoey

DO YOU HAVE A...
26. lucky charm:none
27. psychic abilities: i can read minds!!!! wahahhahha!
28. coming quiz/exam: research
29. allergies: aspirin
30. fears: being alone

CAN YOU..
31. drive: sa arcade lang
32: cook: trying hard... huhuh.. palpak palagi T____T
34. keep a secret: yep yep yep

CHOOSE ONE...
36. read a book/watch a movie: both
37. brad pitt/colin farell/tom cruise: wala
38. black/blue/pink/white: white
39. math/english: neither
40. maroon5/rhchilipeppers/D12: RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS!! whooo!

1ST PERSON YOU REMEMBER WHEN YOU HEAR THE SONG...
41. i will survive: paula
42. can't help falling in love: ang F4
43. friend of mine: d ko pa narinig yan ah
44. because you loved me: sino ba... celine dione?!
45. i'll be: prom

YOUR..
46. role model/inspiration: Yuu watase
47. best asset: ewan.. wala
48. talent: drawing, acting (?), reading ABC backwards
49. worst dream: T___T
50. hobbies: drawing, dreaming, internet, playing with pets, reading, playing PSx/PS2/Online games

Cracking the Cracked Grimm's Codes

2006-01-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

Early this evening we went to Mongster's library (National Bookstore) to read books (and stealthily open sealed books). As usual I picked Twisted, crouched, and prepared myself for Jessica's extra-humanoid intergalactic anecdotes for world domination!

After reading The Tale of Sister Grimm, I have come up with these realizations:

Snow white, Cinderella and other heroines in farytales don't deserve the title prearranged by their stupid authors. What did they do to gain the title anyway?

The stepmothers are always thought of as repulsive, wicked characters. Authors don't even tell how REALLY wretched the stepmothers are. Maybe because they think that "they already know what bad guys do. I'll skip the details"

Hansel and Gretel pushed the old woman (who offered them food, and letting them eat her edible ginger bread house) to the oven. Tsk tsk...

Snow white's prince charming is a necrophiliac and molested her apparent dead body.

Everything bulleted above are ideas of (c) Jessica Zafra. Got any problems? Go read Twisted III.

DETHRONING HIS MAJESTY CONSPIRACY

2006-01-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

December 25-30

Mama's birthdays is December 25. Double celebration. Cheaper cost. Merry Christmas by the way.
My 19th birthday (December 30) has (?) just passed and I did not even bother writing something in this blog. Not that I am busy that day (busy, yes, posing and taking narci pics), I just indulged myself to non-computer related stuff (friendster, blogging, photoshop/painter9, RO). My brother is a major dork. I AM SO MAD AT HIM I'LL MAKE HIM EAT GRASS PEED BY A RABID CHIHUAHUA. He does not do anything good to me, nor to himself, figuratively speaking.

Although most of the time he is nice to me and I don't really have problems dealing with him since we have same interests (RO, Gunbound, PS2, Anime, playing pranks on others, conspiring against jo-anne). His plain futility as a functioning human being is enough for me to pound the remaining innards in his meager atrophied brain, if there is any. This is not his computer and he is not the one paying the i-net bills. Mama/Papa pays for everything and we three (children 6years old and below not included, sorry yani) should have EQUAL rights in (on?) using this computer! Jo-anne and I have MORE important paperworks to encode than a 3rd year highschool scumbag who, if not texting her girlfriend, rivets his sanity on the monitor 24/7. He sits in OUR ergo chair as if it is his highness's throne. The nerve.

JAN, I AM VERY MAD AT YOU! YOU KNOW YOU ARE THE PERFECT PERSONIFICATION OF FUTILITY. YOUR INSOLENCE WILL LEAD YOU NOWHERE. Don't act like the boss. I'm so pissed off.

Mga Katanungan

2006-01-03T13:25:00.002+08:00

HAVE YOU EVER...

Sat on your rooftop?
~ uu. nakatulog ako dun once. isa sa mga paboritong tambayan ko.

Kissed someone in the rain?
~ kiss sa cheeks. XP

Danced in a public place?
~ kaya siguro tawang-tawa ang kaibigan kong apat ang mata kapag kumkanta ako "Daikirai datta sobakasu wo chotto.."

Smiled for no reason?
~ nung naalala ko si faith na sumakay kami sa elevator (group2) galing 4th floor(bawal gumamit ng elevator ang mga estudyante sa hospital) papunta groundfloor. nataranta xa akala nya may CI (clinical instructor) tapos second floor palang lumabas na xa sa elevator. HAHAHAHHA!

Laughed so hard you cried?
~ oo kasama ko si Tiziana noong highschool. longest laugh sa buong buhay ko. :D ano nga ba yun..

Peed your pants after age 8?
~ napanaginipan ko kasi nasa CR daw ako ng school noong elementary.

Written a song?
~ jusanging! ang galing nun! 3rd year highschool kami! marami fans! nakaka adik daw ang tono. ewan.

Sang to someone for no reason?
~ uu palagi. kaso ayaw nila ang boses ko. Si Dan lang siguro ang may gusto ng boses ko eh palaging nag re-request. bakit kaya. abnormal.

Performed on a stage?
~ ay oo. paborito ko talaga ang stage! makapal kasi mukha ko. noong elementary ako drama palagi ang role ko at tsaka ako yung sinasampal-sampal. loko yun. nung nag HS na eh comedy na, puro wala kwenta. Hahaha!

Talked to someone you don't know?
~ ay oo. pero ung mga salbaheng bata lang. >:D

Gone out of your way to befriend someone?
~ oo parang si Ku, may pa piatos-piatos pa! Hehehehe

Made out in a theatre?
~ ni pambili ng tiket sa teyatro wla ako. naku.

Gone roller skating since 8th grade?
~ once lang un. di ako marunong. hihihi

Been in love?
~ ayoko ng ganyang usapan. paksyet. hahahhaha!

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO...

Say HI to you?
~ sino ba... di ko na maalala. Si Yani siguro.

Tell you, I love you?
~ yung Bab(oo)i na kausap ko sa phone. XP

Kiss you?
~ ung isang Lola ko nung Sunday kiss nya ako sa noo. amf

Hug you?
~ si dan nung naapakan nya paa ko! aww! sakit nun!

Tell you BYE?
~ sino ba ung last tumawag dito sa bahay classmate ng kapatid ko

Write you a note?
~ si Cyndi nag acting pa nga ako nun.

Take your photo?
~ sarili ko. narci eh. pagmarami na akong pera eh maghi-hire ako ng personal photographer.

Call your cell phone?
~ Si Nobita nung December 31 yata. marunong na daw syang mag ALBHED.

Buy you something?
~ si mama. bagong hoodshirt

Go with you to the movies?
~ limot ko ano movie bsta kami yun nila Ku, Faith, Dan

Sing to you?
~ ewan. wala eh. XP

Write a poem about you?
~ ewan ko di ko pa nabasa galing k Nobita

Text message you?
~ si kris. lahat mesg niya fino-forward sakin

Touch you?
~ kapatid ko kanina. ginising ako para lng gawin project nya. loko un.

WHEN's THE LAST...

Time you laughed?
~ kanina lang! HAHAHAHHAH!

Time you cried?
~ nung ma-error pag-save ung drawing ko!!! pinag hirapan ko talaga yun!!! huhuhuhu.. T____T

Movie you watched?
~ Naruto the movie

Song you've sang?
~ anu nga yun... ah! ung 2nd ending song ng Naruto "terepashi!~"

Time you've looked at the clock?
~ kanina umaga. inaabangan ko si Lenard. yipee!

Drink you've had?
~ Milo

Number you've dialed?
~ *1888 >> complain ako sa wifi. kakainis! >.<

WHAT's THE LAST..

Book you've read?
~ isang story ng regency christmas.

Food you've eaten?
~ ovalteenies (sp?)

Flavor of gum chewed?
~ mint

Shoes you've worn?
~ tsinelas na kulay pink na may rabbit-rabbit na print

Store you've been in?
~ inktech

Thing you've said?
~ "w8 kadali lng."

CAN YOU...

Write with both hands?
~ nop

Whistle?
~ yeah!

Blow a bubble?
~ uu!

Roll your tongue in a circle?
~ oo. pero walang tatalo sa tongue ni Ku. Contortionist ng dila kayamg gumawa ng flower. no jam!

Cross your eyes?
~ uu. pinapagalitan ako noon. XP

Touch your tounge to your nose?
~ di ko kaya eh. sige praktis ako.

Dance?
~ trying hard.

Stay up a whole night without sleep?
~ basta ba makaktulog kinaumagahan nmo prob un.

Speak a different language?
~ iie. aniyo. hu.

Impersonate someone?
~ hihihihi.. tanong mu sa kaklase ko. ihihhihihi!

Prank call people?
~ ayoko tamad ako eh

Make a card pyramid?
~ hanggan 3rd floor lang kaya ko

Cook anything?
~ kanin. dahilan kung bakit tumataas presyon ni lola.

FINISH THE LINE...

If i am ..
~ a human then what are you?

I wish...
~ I was 5kg heavier! AJA!

Survey!

2006-01-03T12:42:00.000+08:00

1. Anong bago sa'yo ngyon?
- may adobe ps7 na ako!!! weeeee ^_____^

2. Kumain ka ba ng balot?
- ayoko. XP

3. Sumuka ka na ba sa sobrang hilo?
- wala

4. Nakagulpi ka na ba ng tao?
- 2nd year highschool! (sorry Kadz)

5. Nang mamanyak ka ba?
- waaaaaa!! hentai! ecchi!

7. Umiinom ka ba hangang hindi ka na makatayo?
- HAHAHAHHAHAHAH! di ko sinasadya /hmm

8. Nka sakay ka na ba ng kalabaw?
- dipa

9. Naramdaman mo na bang mamamatay ka na?
- sa ngayon hindi pa

10. Nayakap mo na ba crush mo?
- uu

11. Naglalaro ka ba ng apoy?
- literally. :D

12. Napa iyak ka na ba sa sakit ng katawan?
- uu

13. Masakit bang masuntok?
- sa tingin ko.

14.Marunong ka bang magRO?
- xempre! ADIK!

15. Handa ka bang mamatay para sa iniibig mo?
- para kay Lenard siguro! ^_____^

16. Masarap bang kumain ng pagkain?
- masarap masarap masarap

18. Namamato ka ba ng bato?
- literally oo.

19. Nagtaksil ka na ba sa kapwa mo o kahit sino
man?
- nyahahahahah.>>! once.. T__+

20. Nakatapak ka na ba ng tao?
- ako ang natatapakan! payatot kasi. huhuhuh..

21. Nakatanggap ka na ba ng regalo sa buong
buhay mo?
- HINDI PA! lolx.

22. Nag-iimagine ka na ba ng bad?
- uuuyy... bad yan!

23. Nakikita mo ba sarili mo sa salamin?
- iisang salamin lang un. yun.. *points the mirror to her right*

24. Alchoholic ka ba?
- nop

26. Nakapanood ka na ba sa sinehan?
- indi ako alien. gung-gong. hahahah

27. Gusto mo bang pumatay ng tao?
- yoko gusto ko makapatay ng ipis!

29. Nakasuntok ka na ba ng kaibigan?
- kaibigan ba kita Khadji? Hhahahah! sowi ulit. peace!

30. Gusto mo na bang mamatay?
- ayaw.

31. Nakipag away ka ba na umabot sa OPS?
- umabot sa discipline incharge nung elementary ako. 2x yun!

32. Nawala na ba ang id mo?
- maraming beses na. leche

33. Nawawala mo ba pera mo?
- parati. XP

34. May nagsabi na ba sayo na tamad ka?
- ay!! wala pa talaga! HAHAHAHHAHAHAH!! lolx. nabingi nasiguro. heheh

35. May crush ka ba?
- meron

36. Sinabi mo na ba sa crush mo ang
nararamdaman mo?
- hinde. yaw kong magpahalata. baka lumaki ulo.

37. Napaaway ka na ba?
- oo

38. Nagsinungaling ka na ba?
- minsan. tawag ng pangangailangan.

39. Nakikinig ka ba sa teacher?
- minsan. XP

40. Namimis mo ba ung crush mo?
- hinde.

NEWS

2005-12-23T08:48:00.000+08:00

My PC's gonna have a second rebooting today. Wish me good luck folks. Ganbatte to me too! ^^; Kuja will be here by 11:30 together with Janmags.

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Mike has been hacked-deleted! His Ragnarok Characaters and items were swiped out! His friendster account is now for public use and his email password has been changed! Plus, he lost his celphone just last week. T_T

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For the first time a was able to send Hitome (my co-deviantARTist friend check her drawings here) a parcel containing CDs, couple of letters Nobita and my pic and a drawing! Weeeee~ This is my first time to write letter to a friend living outside Davao.
When I was in highschool, my friends and I used to exchange letters EVERYDAY. Huhuhu.. I miss those days. I wish I could still exchange letter with my friends too.

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Dan got mad at me 'coz I was drunk the other day. I don't really drink but once I do I get drunk easily.. Now my classmates tease me for the stupid things I do when I'm out of my mind. And even in class discussions when alcohol is mentioned everyone points at me yelling "Xiao! Xiao!" What would my other clasmates think? And besides, I only got drunk uhh.. thrice? Hahahah.. Anyway, how did he knew I was drunk? I called him. WAHAHAHAHAHAH! I got frustrated 'coz I can't register to 258 maybe that's why I called him. Of all the people in my phonebook. WHY HIM!? hahahahahh!! He's mad at me until now. XP

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Mo, went to her home - Zamboanga! She said she was excited to go home. Good for her. eheheh! She'll have to spend time with her beloved (?) mama (heheheh! peace mo!).

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Nobita is such a textaholic (sp? whatever). I want to reply but I cannot register in 258 and worst, SMART has been sending me stupid stuffs like logos and picmesgs! Grrrrrr.. Anyway, I hope he understands. T_T He also told me I was evading him, hmm.. why would I? This scumbag makes me feel worse everytime we get to talk. And he keeps on telling me how bad looking I am!!! HAHAHAHA!! Mas pangit ka dod! Huhuhu.. Anyway, he keeps on bugging me for the so-called assignments he requested ages ago. I'm a sleaze bag who cannot tolerate work. T_T Gomen-nasai. I promise to finish it.. uhh.. by next year maybe? Hahahah!

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Cezca phoned me yesterday asking if I was mad at her. I said "No, why would I?" She told me that Novie said I was mad at her 'coz she posted my eeeeeky pic. I don't like the idea of posting MY pic in SOMEONE's profile but.. it's not a good reason to get mad. Hehehe..

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Papa called yesterday. He greeted me merry xmas and happy bday (advance ^^;). He told me that he's gonna be in Japan maybe next month. Weeeeeeeee~ I'm so happy I hope this time he'll buy me comics because last year he got sick when they went to Nagasaki. I miss papa vewy much. Heheheh!

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Lola always gets furious and her object? - ME. She said that I am lazy because I don't fix my bed and clean my room and help in chores and sweep the floor and wipe the window and wash dishes and feed my pets and teach Yani to read and do the laundry and go for errands. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.... She said that all I do is sit in front of the computer and draw useless stuff and read nonesense books and sit in the couch and listening to (walang kwenta according to her) My music. I need some motivation!!! WAAAAAAAA!!! I'm hopeless..

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I met someone from DA yesterday. He's from ADDU. He keeps on calling me Ate and I hate it. Amp. He talks a LOT. He talked about her girlfriend who died because of vehicular accident. Hhuhuhuhu.. He love her so much. We chatted in YM and all we talked about was her girlfriend. He said she was like Sassy Girl. Everything that he knows, she does better! She beats him in counterstrike; she has 3 level 99 (too bad she left him with no password), he has only level 96; she plays guitar and drums, he's learning to play guitar; she's a good artist; and I saw her pic.. she's beautiful. He said that she looks like Tifa, hmm.. maybe for him. Heheheh! How bad could it be.. to lose someone special to you. I don't want to know.

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Jesh will give her gift next year. Hmmm.. I told her to give me a book: Twisted 6! I haven't read the entire book yet and I prefer Twisted 6 coz it's the most number of pages. Yay!

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I lost my tulco paint!!! I've been planning to make a T-shirt usung my own design!! Now that I have all the vacant time!! WAAAAAAAA...!!!

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I have lotsa plans this vacation! But... I forgot those plans I made. I need an organizer to jot down EVERYTHING that has to be remembered. A necessity for incoherent, disorganized (schizoid heheh) people like me. Hmm.. where did I put that organizer..

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Pimples start to grow... my vanity has gone berserk! Celeteque! Give me an output! I need it now!

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Sangreal

2005-12-18T09:55:00.000+08:00

Sangreal.... Sangreal.... Holy Grail... Royal Blood line...
Mary Magdalene.... Sarah... Jesus.....
Waaaaaaaaaaaaa.... My thoughts are killing meh..

Wanted: Wild ARMS

2005-12-14T08:47:00.000+08:00

"Nalapsan nasad ka!!!"

Name: Rikka Norine Ortizo Villanueva

I call her: Wikka

DOB: 24 March 1986

She's good in: cooking, making friends

Memories with her: she washes my white uniform in the CR everytime it gets stained. Weeeeee!! She's the most "gifted" among us. ARMS, you know what I mean. Hehehehhe.. She's good in cooking and she is like a mama to us. When she comes in our house she does the cooking for us! Hmmmm!

"Tara na, time na!"

Name: Chris Bacus Mascardo

I call her: Kris

DOB: 25 July 1986

She's good in: Playing guitar

Memories with her: she was my first guitar teacher. She loves music very much. We were classmates when we were in first year highschool. Kris is my constant reminder to spend my money wisely. She is also my alarm clock! And of all the friends I have she is the most obedient daughter to her parents I've ever known!

"I hate Avril"

Name: Jewel Sabanal Pidor

I call her: Mo

DOB: 23 October 1986

She's good in: Photography, crticizing

Memories with her: we jumped over ACD's fence and were caught by a teacher and were sent to the Discipline Incharge Office! That we were practicing our graduation song. We were late so we decided to do it. "No guts no glory!" That's the only thing I could think that time. Huhuhuhu.. When we went to the DIC Sir told us that he will rule us out in the honor's list. I cried. Papa will be there in my graduation and I told him he SHOULD come because since elementary he was the one who pins my ribbon during recognition. Huhuhu.. Anyway, I don't what happened maybe Sir was just threatening us for us to repent. Mo, is a head turner! Heheheh! Everyone thinks that she is cool and I think she really is.

"Immoral! Immoral!"

Name: Paul Adrian Doctora Tirol

I call him: Poli

DOB: 13 August 1985

He's good in: Almost all computer games; drawing, singing (???)

Memories with him: We joined RPC 2005 Drawing Contest and he won the 2nd prize. He is good even if you let him draw complicated positions. When we were in 3rd year high school I even applied once to be his art student. The two of us formulated the "Don't leave your drawings unattended" policy because he is pissed off everytime I "overdraw" on his drawings. Everyone knows Pol in Sonicboom. Who wouldn't? The person who will beat Pol in Guilty Gear and Tekken hasn't been born yet! Praise be to you Poli!

"Kupo! Kupo!"

Name: John Michael Yap Tan

I call him: Mike/Squall

DOB: 7 December 1986

He's good in: Drawing, RPGs, Playing Drums, Math (high average) and Physics (superior)

Memories with him: Mike was my favorite opponent in our swordfights when we were in first year highschool. During cleaners' day we would equip ourselves with broom and dustpans and poke each other's arse! Hahahaha! When we were Sophomores, we were text addicts (and I really mean addict as in text till dawn)! We were talkative in texting and yet in school we don't really talk that much. I use the name "Squall" when i text him, (i was forced to call him that!) and when we text we use only ENGLISH! Anyway, Mike is SUPERIOR in Physics! I was really really amazed when I found it out.

"Ahahahy! Keki kaayo si Japs! ^*^"

"Kanusa ka naka-tuon ug drawing?"

Name: Michael Ruiz Razonable

I call him/her: Kuja

DOB: 14 November 1986

S/he is good in: Playing Piano, Socializing

Memories with him: he placed a ballpen under my chair adn when I sat down.. you know what happened.. ^^; Kuja plays the piano very well. S/He used to go to our house almost everyday every summer. And there we play on the keys of my piano. I remembered before s/he pasted the picture of Hiei in his desk at school. He was obsessed with him and he even made a song for. I dunno if he could still remember. Kuja is ALWAYS the first one who greets me happy birthday. Heheheheh!

"Kompleto akong anime diri sa laptop nako. XP"

Name: John Jerico Buenavista Talili

I call him: Jerk!

DOB: 20 September 1986

He's good in: psychology :D

Memories with him: I thought he was psychotic when we were in elementary. There was one time, the janitor of the school mopped the floor. Jerk was staring at the wet floor. Then when the janitor left he lied on the floor. XD He was really crazy... When we were in highschool I really find him weird (together with his weir bestfriend Mike). He was megalomaniac and I don't have the slightest idea why we, ARMS considered him to be our commander. Hehehe! Now he's in Ceritos California, and he never forgets us. There's always a big party everytime he pays a visit here. Hihihihi...! Commander Jerk! Yokai Aegis! *Salute!*

"Magpalibre nasad ka?!"

Name: Jan Angelo Mag-aso

I call him: Janmags, Magsy

DOB: 1 November 1986

He's good in: Searching Hentai!

Memories with him: he treats us out almost every other day! He thinks I am a leech and I only go with him because I am expecting him to feed me. hehehe... He thinks that I am a scammer. T.T huhuhuhu... He believed me when I said to him "What's the use of boyriend?" He told me once to look for a boyfriend to have a financer. I said No because I will just use his money (but I was just joking). Huhuhuhu.. Janmags, am no scammer! Waaaa...

"Jennie, next to counterstrike is you. :3"

Name: Danmarie Mendoza Inting

I call him: Babuy, Marie

DOB: 9 March 1985

He's good in: bass guitar, Ragnarok Online

Memories with him: He often beats me in versus games! Grrr... and his wining pose annoys me! Grrrr.. Dan was my seatmate when we were 2nd year highschool I find him very weird. He used to treat my classmates before. I know he is filthy rich and maybe that's why I hated him. But I could not really believe he got lots of OKANE in his pocket because his looks doesn't show. Hehehe.. peace! He's KSP and he sight of him worsens my happy day. But he's nice to me somehow, he paid for the beaker, test tube and petridishes (sponsor gud! Heheh.. ) Arigato Gozaimashita!^*^

"Pahirama ko gitara nimo beh.."
Name: Cyndi Leah Villanueva

I call her: Cyndz

DOB: 2 February 1986

She's good in: reading 1thick pocketbook overnight

Memories with her: Her laugh sounds like an owl. So silent so reserved. She looks like my friend Wilson. Hehehehhe... PEACE! :D Cyndi loves Sherlock Holmes and other books which is realted to forensics. That's why she is always in the top borrowers' list in our library. You'll never see her without a book.

"Nothhing is cheaper than something free"

Name: Kristine Grace Bitco Cutin"

I call her: Aicha

DOB: 19 September 1986

She is good in: writing, drawing, web design

Memories with her: we're often mistakened as twin sisters. I really adore the way Aicha expresses herself through writing. She doesn't know I like it and I don't want her to know. Heheheh.. Anyway she knows she's good. Everything she writes for me is worth reading. Of all the non-famous writers I know she is my favorite. And I know she'll be able to write a book someday. Heheheheh! Bukad atay! XP I could still remember (2nd year)that afternoon when we met. Kenneth Yamada (my half-japanese classmate) handed me a paper with Hiragana (Japanese characters) in it and asked me to read the writing on the paper. It read "Samurai". A girl looked at me as if shocked to see someone who could read Japanese too. She asked me "Kabasa lagi ka?". I nodded, I asumed she wrote that word. And then there we got acquainted. At first it was awkward. I really don't like the getting-to-know parts of friendship, I am always worried I might bore the person I'm talking to. But anyway, things went well. We share almost the same interests. Even though we've never been classmates people always see us together. That is why maybe why they say we looked like sister. From the hair to the body built and even the way we dress. Only that she is darker compared to me.

Swiped Out

2005-12-11T11:15:00.000+08:00

My pc was reformated yesterday (courtesy of Kuja). Huhuhuhu... I haven't made any back up file. All the pictures I transfered from my cam (including the narci pics, 3k pics, Loalde pics, Mongster pics, Jo-anne's pics, Novie's drawing requests, Tara's chibi art, soon to be deviations, edited pics). The movies and mp3s I downloaded.. (Anime, Korean movies, my music videos)Even my brother's 1300 SLIDE powerpoint stick death animation project which Dan made.. I am the one to blame!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.....!!!!!! Now I'll have to start all over again.

My Little Bride

2005-12-10T11:35:00.001+08:00

I saw this movie last week and never get tired watching it again and again. The story centers Suh Beoun, a typical 15 year old schoolgirl and Sangmin Park a 23 year old art intern. Beoun always thought of Sangmin as his older brother who always ticks her off. Both grandfathers are bestfriends. They planned to have their children marry. Unfortunately, they both got sons. So they thought of passing their unwritten law to their grandchildren. Beoun's initial reaction was to spurn his grandpa's request of course. Hehehehe... who would want to get married at this age, ne? But Grandpa uses his health (manipulates ECGs and falsify its results to pretend that he's dying) to cow the poor Beoun (but grandpa isn't really a bad guy). He left her with no choice but to marry Sangmin. So they got married. In school, only her bestfriend knows about her secret marriage. It would be humiliating in her part if the whole school would know. She then meets a cute baseball player. The two grew fondness with each other. The girls in the school were jealous of her because they fervently dreamed of dating him. Even her bestfriend.
Now their parents brought a house for the young couple. Considering that Beoun is a minor, their parents decided to have their rooms separated. They were adamant in warning Sangmin that their will be no grandchildren yet until Beoun graduates college (she is still in 1st year highschool by the way). Sangmin conformed to the rules though their are times he plays on Beoun. And she on the otherhand thinks that Sangmin is a sleazebag and a pervert.
They are like cats and dogs inside their house. They throw veggies at each others face, fight over household chores and voraciously slurp spaghetti which they made together. One day, Sangmin was assigned by her senior to teach art class at Beoun's school.
Aaaack! I am an anti-spoiler. Why am I telling you all this. XP

What Love Can Do

2005-12-04T17:05:00.001+08:00

My brother is febrile (39.0 C). And he wants to go out of the house (to meet with her girlfriend, who now studies at Cagayan, I think). I dunno, I'm not sure because he didn't tell anyone where on tarnation his destination will be. Even my mother who was so furious at him, did not have any idea where. Mama just got mad and did not even try to lock the gate, restrain him or anything like that. Anyway no matter how Mama asks Jan (my brother) to stay he never listens. He gets everything he want. And I hate him for that. XP "Look what love can do", my Lola murmured to herslef. I wonder.
Just this afternoon when Jan arrived, Mama told me to give him Paracetamol. But I gave him the wrong drug (Ibuprofen Alaxan). WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! I'm so so so TANGA!! huhuhuhuhuh..... Gomen-nasai.

Tomodachi

2005-12-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

Starting now I will include pictures of some of the moments for the day.
Yin, Faith and me. OMFG! It's Yin! I can't believe he got influenced by us to cut class. Yay!

Capuccino. Xiao doesn't dwink coffee. She believes that something in it makes you look like a hag and add wrinkles on your face.

Ku in his oral gratification.

Empty glasses and a mug. mao ra.

noob vs pro.

Provoked Again

2005-12-01T09:02:00.000+08:00

I woke up late! Huhuhuhuhu... Last night I had a bad bad bad dream. But I forgot what the dream was all about. Nyay! Hmm.. My teacher in research always records the attendance. By the time I get 7 absences, I'm dead meat. My current status: 3/7. Huhuhuhu....
This morning was not so good. Last night I slept at 3:00am. I really felt bad and this hatred that grew inside me keeps me out from thinking right.

I remember back then when I was still in highschool, I was so unruly. I go to school late, I cut class, colored all my hair red, jumped across the fence , and make fun of some teachers. Those days were fun.
The hatred I keep inside is something that I want to show to everyone. I wanted to shout everytime I talk, swear people who made me feel bad, frown in front of people, and make special people around me cry. I'm a bad bad bad kid. My whole being was consumed. But I managed to get my crooked life straight again.

Now, here I am again. After 3 years of hate-free living, I am again provoked. I hate so many things that happened in my life lately. People I love are the people I hate. There are 4 of them - but really they are so special. How do I keep myslef from doing so... I don't want to hate. Help me God, if you really care about me you won't let this happen. I'm willing to forgive and forget everything but I need someone to help me. You are watching me, I know. And I know you are not pleased to see my soul rot.

Pained Smile

2005-11-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

Many things happened this week.
My Camera of Obscura captured some of these moments.
I had a swell time with my friends and we did lots of fun stuff.
We brought Yu-gi-Oh! cards and played again! We also went to
Loalde where they sell dresses I dreamed of wearing long before.

We took pictures inside the dressing room. That time though some dress
did not really fit for some reasons, I felt like "Oh, I'm a girl afterall".
I mean, I really like dresses and I actually want to wear them always
but the thing is, I don't look good on it and I will become a left material.
Huhuhuhu... poor me.
Anyway...
Yesterday, I went to school to go to the library. At the gate I saw Novie.
He seemed busy, he talked to some officer, i think.
I am not supposed to speak or do any means of communication with him.
But.. I don't know why I did that... I am so impulsive.
Stupid as always I asked him
"Suko ka?"
AAAAARRRRGHHHHH!!! TANGA jud kaayo ko sa katanan.
Why did I asked that stuuuupid question? Of course he IS mad. Amp.
And when he finally recognized me, he just looked at me.

Ouch.

I turned back, and saw my friends who was waiting for me and for the possble
scene I would have made.
As I walked, what happened not a minute ago kept playing on my mind.
And as I think of it more, the pain reels inside me.
I cried.
I tried to repress it, but the pain is so severe that even tears can't relieve it.
Ku and Faith were witnesses.
Chickenshit that was so shameful. It was like a slap and a double slap to my face.
Silence really is the best thing you can give to your enemy.
But he is not an enemy for me. He is my friend and even my kuya once.
I valued him so that talking to him has become part of my daily rituals.

They tried to cheer me up. Ku made me laugh. He always does.
I am laughing but not happy.
How long will this take?
The pain torments me each morning I wake up.
No more gud mornings, gudnyts,no more petty arguements,
no more txtmesgs, PM's, YMchats, no more telepathy..
Huhuhuhuhuhu...

JUUICHIGATSU DAISUKI

2005-11-23T17:57:00.000+08:00

Yep.. the title is true, hountou, hountou..
Juuichigatsu is full of AI. *tansoku..*
Kimi wa nyuushin desu!
You brought me egao to shiawase.

Motto touku made isshoni yuketara nee
Ureshikute sore dakede
Omoi de wa itsumo kirei da kedo...

Wakarimasen? Hahahahha! Bleh. XP

Ai! Itai!

2005-11-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

Last night, me and Kuja, my gay friend had a girl to girl(?) chat.
He was in pain. He tried to sound cheerful but he failed to convince me.

He started telling the story.
Kuja met this guy about two to three weeks ago.
And with that very short span of time he felt something for him
but he was certain that it was nothing more but an admiration for him.

Kuja celebrated his birthday for two days, he was there, invited of course.
There Kuja started to feel something for him.
He realized he was falling for him.
But the sad part was, after Kuja's birthday he left and went to Manila.

He was hurt. And I can feel how hard it is for him.
He easily gets attached.
Falls inlove easily.
And in the end, gets hurt.

I told him that when you love, getting hurt comes with it.

I told him that.

"You have a point there", kuja said.
And I was happy I helped him somehow.

But..
I asked myself, did you really meant what you said?
Did you REALLY love someone? or worse, Do you really know how to love?
I don't know.
I really worry about myself too much.
I don't wanna get hurt.

Handsdown

2005-11-12T00:22:00.000+08:00

Breathe in for luck.
Breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts, they race, from self-control.
Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine.
We're doing fine.
We're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.

The words are hushed, "let's not get busted."
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"Hey did you get some?"
Man that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close, they can't hear.
So we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember.
Always remember the sound of the stereo.
The dim of the soft lights.
The scent of your hair, that you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock, when we realized "It's so late!"
And this walk that we share together.
The streets were wet, and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it, and let you in.
And you stood at the door, with your hands on my waist.
And you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew...that you meant it.

When I am Bored

2005-11-03T12:49:00.000+08:00

I'm dead bored. I wanna get out of the house!!!!!
But mama won't give me zenny!!!!!
Waaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

:.:*~Xiao starts to dreams again~*::.

Zidane! Kidnap me please! I will go with you without hesitations.
I need to get out of Alexandria. The Queen is so cruel, Steiner is guarding outside the door!
I cannot summon my Eidolons, they took my staff away from me.

*Tonight when the sun is gone, I'll wait for you at the dock..* ~xiao

35 Random Facts About Xiao

2005-10-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

1. is trying hard to be a singer

2. loves to pinch my cat's nose

3. is afraid of ghosts and ghosts-related stories

4. had bronchopneumonia

5. is practicing Painter 9 and tablet

6. has a softspot for old people

8. is cutting her hair a little everyday

9. hates cockroaches and freaks out if she finds one

10. is a bad cook

11. has a big crush on Lenard

12. sleeps during earth sci class

13. has 5 ear piercings

14. was a frustrated thrasher and is ashame of claiming so

15. secretly plucks eyebrow by herself

16. drools when asleep

17. does not drink coffee

8. had piano lessons before

19. wants her digicam back

20. always runs out of money

21. cleans her ears everyday

22. is nailbiting

23. lacks motivation

24. love maps and stationeries

25. is sleepy right now

26. does not attend english class

27. wanted to be a cheerleader

28. loves the color brown

29. wears a loose white shirt at home

30. plays dancemaniax

31. does not want to be called by her first name

32. jpop lightens her day

33. got a yellow belt in shorinryu karatedo

34. internet is a necessity

35. is vain in her own way

Tinuod Kaha Ni? Hahahah!ü

2005-10-23T18:36:00.000+08:00

Message: Para sa impormasyon sa mga kababayin-an sa tibuok kalibutan.

1. Kung muingon mi nga gwapa ka, ayaw dayon tubag ug "atik!"...Panagsa ra mi mu dayg ug gwapa...obyusleh, kung gitawag ka nga "gwapa" naa jud mi enteres nimo...kinsa man sad kuno ang tarong nga laki tawagon kang "bati'g nawng!" atubangan sa kadaghanan... Di kaha mi katilaw ug plying kick ana?

2. Mangutana gani mi kung kanus-a ka abelabol, kana nagpasabot kung pwede ba ka ma detdet (DATE ba sa ininggles)...ayaw sa mi baraha kay mangutana agi mi nimu ug strait...amo lang gityming- yming kay mauwawon man sab tawn mi mga kwanggolon...

3. Kung nakabantay na ka nga nagsige na mi ug sunod-sunod nimo, maka-baynte na mi ug grit nimo gud morning, or ikaw na lang pirmi tagdon, makig dungan ug uli bisan nort ug sawt, langit ug lupa ! ang gilay- on sa atong balay wid matching "Ako lang dala sa imo tings beh!", kana ganahan jud mi nimo... Pero sa pirmi natong kinuyog ug detdet (DATE sa ininggles pa), ayaw sad pangutana ug dali-dali "Wat r we?" or sa binisaya pa, "Unsa man jud diay ta?"...Inahak, makulbaan sad mi gamay...we also feel a bit presyur... Kalma lang gud...musulti lagi mi in dyu taym. =)

4. Kung kahibaw na jud ka nga ganahan mi nimo kay nisulti na man jud mi (hala ka!) Ayaw sad sige hisgot sa imo Ex-boypren oi...its hurt man sad...not unlis kung nisturya ka sa panahong gigukod siya sa inyong IRO nga nisutoy siya ug dagan kay por syur I will lap wid u.

5. Hangyo lang sad, kung nakakita ka sa imong crush o di ba kaha nakakita ka ug laki nga purting gwapoha, ayaw sad panguhit namo, "Gwapo kay siya noh?" Hala plis! Laki intawn mi ug dili pud mi kiligon sa imong crush... Masuko ra ba mo mu comentar! yo mi, "Gwapo pa man akong lolo ana!"

6. Sa panahon nga mag-date na tah, por syur kami man jud gasto, be konsyus wid yor dayet ha para konsyus pud mi sa among bulsa...kung kada adlaw na ta date ug nakabantay mo nga chippy ug tubig na lang among gi-order, KKB na ta ha...salamat sa pagsabot.

7. But op cors labaw sa tanan, ayaw kaayo ni ninyo siryusuha kay basin mu comantaryo mo, mapikon mo ug ibalik ni ninyo nako,Dyok dyok ra ni...

8. Pero kung dili na jud madala kay naglagot jud mo mga babaye ani...Iporward sa tanang babaye nga kaila ninyo nga wala pa makabasa....

9. Sa mga lalake, kalingawi ninyo ug porward pero ayaw sa inyong naibgan kay basin instant basted niya mo ana! Pahabol: Kung magpakuyog mo mirkado...ayaw pud mi paalsaha ug usa ka sakong bugas... Kilo-kiloha pud na....=)

Psyche Against My Pride

2005-10-22T15:16:00.000+08:00

We won the second place in the Speech Choir! I NEVER expected this. I either underestimated our class's capacity or overestimated the competitors'. The judges did some reduction of points because we were not there on time that we were supposed to perform first. We were not able to watch them perform because Jun-jun did not let us so. He wants us to concentrate on our piece rather than getting demoralized by their performances. Our standing was unknown to us as of that moment.

During the performance, I have done a little acting. Jun-jun was their gesturing me to cry - and when he say cry he wants it with TEARS. So I did. It was not really hard for me though 'coz theatre acting has always been my inclination. And everytime I play my role, it ALWAYS falls under drama (me do the crying stuff) or comedy (me playing a role of a psycho, a brat, and the like). I don't really give a rat's ass on what others think. XD

After our performance I heard positive comments from the audience. Wilson approached me,

"Xiao! I'm so proud of you! I wish I was on your place and did that part! You were excellent back there! ", clinging wearing the usual big smile. Then my other classmates congratulated me, "Yey! Xiao! Best Actress!".

Very overwhelming indeed. My ego wants to burst out and shout at the top my lungs!
"I must be really good", I thought.
But NO.

Pride.
"Don't let it consume your being. Don't think high of your self too much.
Okay, Okay, wake up Xiao and get over with it. Others don't think that way. The judges aren't even impressed. They don't even recognize you", Psyche (Ku's imaginary friend) reminded me. *Slaps Xiao hard in the face

(Awww.. that hurts) Heheheh! Okay! You are right Psyche! Thanks for reminding me again and again. I'm so shitty forgetful. Amf. Remind me everyday please.

But...
We could have won the FIRST place! I just know it. If we were just on time...

Psyche: *Slaps Xiao again
Xiao: What?! What was that for!?
Psyche: I dunno... I forgot.

Vanity

2005-10-20T10:16:00.000+08:00

These past few days my sleeping pattern has been altered because of our project in Earth Sci. I sleep at 4:00am already last night, together with Mo and Jesh. We were searching for facts about stars and constellations adn at the same time learning how to use power point. I do not really know how to make use of that. We were taught to use that when I was in 2nd year highschool. But it was by pair so I slacked off and rellied too much to Janmags, knowing that he is adept with it makes me feel so inferior about computer-related stuffs before.

Anyway, because of the nocturnal creature I have become, my face looks really stressed and my eyebags increase in diameter every passing night. They're so dark that you want to use an eraser but it wouldn't be enough. Pimples are starting to show up, good thing they are not that obvious. I eat alot but I lose weight 0.1kg/day to be exact. And my eyes, *narrowing eyes* they are so so worn out. I cannot see easily something from afar. I don't want to wear eyeglasses. My four-eyed friends testify that it's as close as losing one body part.

WAAAAAAAAA!!

Yu Gi Oh!

2005-10-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

It was five minutes before our Earth Sci Class and we were still at the first floor escalator of Gmall. We were about to exit when a deck of Yugi Oh! cards displayed in a stall caught my attention. I went closely to examine if they were authentic (even though I know they were not), pretending that I know these stuff.

"Wow! Yu Gi Oh! cards! Ku look!"

Ku went closer and opened one box - the purple one.

"I'll buy this one!", he

My brain was too slow to decide, so my impulsive side overcame,

"Me too! Me too!". I picked the orange one.

Ku's deck mostly consists of powerful cards. I on the otherhand, got nuttin' but stupid trapcards. I didn't whine though, it's Mo's title and I don't plan to dethrone her.

We went outside hastely as I opened my flashy-laced-violet umbrella. I couldn't stand the heat. I think the sun is mad at me. Amf. XI

After our Earth Sci quiz, Mo and I had a duel card game. Same rules with the Yu Gi Oh! videogame.

"Mo, when you summon a card, say it loudly and with feelings or else the card will not recognize it", I instructed Mo, thinking that this would add up fun to our game.

Sir Yong was behind us watching our duel. He said that he watches Yu Gi Oh! too but does not know anything about the cardgame. I heard him chuckling from behind. Maybe he wants to join, but no, he is too old for these stuff.

Anyway, I won against Mo, I didn't know how, begginer's luck maybe. Heheheh~ Now I am starting to imagine I am one of the Yu Gi Oh! characters.

Ang Gugma Kunuhay

2005-10-13T14:32:00.000+08:00

Kuhaon nako ang bulan
aron i-dakdak sa imong nawong
unya i-ligid sa tibuok nimong kalawasan
aron masinati nimo
ang kagilok sa akong gugma.

~sir yong

Daikirai Desu!

2005-10-09T21:32:00.001+08:00

Am I just too sensitive or am I just unappreciated?
People who don't even give a slightest care on what favor you do for them,
really ticks me out.
That really hurts, ya know and considering that he is your friend, really annoys the hell out of me. Grrrr.. I'm so furios, I hate to hate but I am starting to.
Once is tolerable but twice (even 3x!) is too much.

That's it, I'm done being nice. DAME!DAME!DAME!

Controversies

2005-09-29T08:11:00.000+08:00

If I don't let this out now I don't think Im gonna sleep soundly for the following nights that would come.

Yesterday ago, I sat on one dust-filled floor near the AVR, industriously cutting letters for the next day's Quiz Bowl. Then he just suddenly passed by. He is really cute and if I ever get a chance to glomp him I would and I would pull out those cute eyes and hold him soooo tight he'll kiss the moons! Ummm... but I don't think I can do that, no way. I'll wait till insanity bless me.

I can write no more. For now I deliberately try hard to suppress the inner spark that lights up whenever he is near. I must be firm. A ninja must always keep herself discreet at all times (I am a ninja FYI). For being loud, I don't think I can still pick up the remnants that will be condemned by controversies. For we know na may pakpak ang balita may tenga ang lupa, right?

Bye for now, I will find away again to see you.

Ang Fiesta

2005-09-25T17:50:00.000+08:00

I overheard this conversation while I was at the backyard playing with my miming.

Lola: Pista man diay dira sa inyoha noh.
Uncle: Mao lagi.
Lola: Unsa'y handa ninyo?
Uncle: Ang unang bisita.

XD

Don't Wanna Be a Goner

2005-09-22T00:23:00.001+08:00

It's 12:30 mn and I hear dogs howling. They give me the creeps.

Me and Dan played a 1on1 match in Gunbound.

I always win, it's not just mere luck.. you call that STRATEGY.

HEHEHEHEH~

Seriously, DILI KO HAWOD, BANGA LANG JUD SILA!

I just finished drawing kuya Novie's shotgun portrait. Just kidding. Let's just say.. it's half meant.

I really find it hard drawing his face out. I don't get to see him REALLY that close so his features aren't so familiar to me.

I hope he'll meet his expected outcome, 'coz if he doesn't------!?

I'm dead meat. XP

2005-09-22T00:23:00.000+08:00

It's 12:30 mn and I hear dogs howling. They give me the creeps.

Me and Dan played a 1on1 match in Gunbound.

I always win, it's not just mere luck.. you call that STRATEGY.

HEHEHEHEH~

Seriously, DILI KO HAWOD, BANGA LANG JUD SILA!

I just finished drawing kuya Novie's shotgun portrait. Just kidding. Let's just say.. it's half meant.

I really find it hard drawing his face out. I don't get to see him REALLY that close so his features aren't so familiar to me.

I hope he'll meet his expected outcome, 'coz if he doesn't------!?

I'm dead meat. XP

Mommy I Feel Hot

2005-09-19T12:13:00.000+08:00

I don't feel good today. My tummy's upset and I throw up almost every 30 minutes. I wear a jacket, pajama, socks, warmers and I just turned off the fan. I stil have lots of things to do:

Print my NCP

Write a drugstudy

Draw a portait of Kuya Novie

Buy Aicha a Bday gift

Change Mo's blog template -- done!

Edit my friendster profile

Find someone to host my "BSN3K Scandal" MTV

My shoutbox is not working, need to edit again.amf

So many things to do. So little time. Being sick is NOT an excuse. XP

The Non-adventures of XIAO

2005-09-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

Mr.Garferio won't be around this morning. As practical as we always practice (?), we casted haste on ourselves and raced to SEQUEL. In our classroom, gamers are divided into two groups: the GUNBOUND ANONYMOUS and DotA BOYS. That is why we have to be in sequel in a jiffy before those scumbags get ahead of us. As far as 10meters away I could see clearly those game-hungry freaks pending outside. Then as fast as we could we begged taxi drivers to take us to Swift Portal Cafe-Obrero. We were six, and they strictly adhere to the policy 5 passenger capacity. But it didn't took long. The driver charged us Php6/head. Not bad I thought, since Obrero is just like so near,duh. Frenzily I swang the door open headed straight to the attendant,
"Ate! Naa available 6 ka unit?"
"Ay, wala baya jin.Dili ka connect."
Amp. Pagkamalas nalang jud namo. Heat accompanied us as we moved to Clickers-Obrero
"Sorry wala na mi unit reserve man gud ng uban."
Desperation motivated us to the make our way to BOYZTREK Jacinto. From there I found Ateneans staring at us as we compactedly walked along Jacinto St. as if flaunting our apparent SPC uniform. We checked all the internet cafes (Boyztrek, Sequel, FRB, Urban Zone) there and as usual, no vacancy, no gunbound, more walking. We didn't walked literally. Our last resort was Boyztrek Bolton.
I went in first and I saw NO COSTUMERS! I was so so jubilant and relieved that all the fare we've spent searching has finally paid off! YEHEY!
We picked the stubs excitedly then looked for our cubicles. A minute later complaints were raised regarding the keyboard, the connection, and even the LAN games have errors. Grrr... Then a few minutes in the middle of our whining I saw the DotA boys (again). WAAAAA~ Funny how desperate they were like us. After an hour and a half we had enough. Their unit sucked. Who would want to tolerate those kind of computers/connection/whatever.

-----PL501 Earth Science Class-----

Midterm grades are ready to be computed. Mr.Alderite gave us our God-forsaken-midterm exam scores.

-----Flashback--------

SD 410 5:30-6:30pm

To my right was the irregular student (*girl name here*), and to my left, (*boy name here*). I haven't read much about Nat Sci. I dunno if I could pass this exam. I begged *boy and *girl to generously give me answer.

But they didn't.

--------------Back to PL501------------

I found out that *boy's score was only 47/100!!! WAHAHAHAH!! My ego was overjoyed to see him fail. I know this is not so good, but I don't wanna be superficial. I passed without any help from them! I got 62/100 by the way (at least). The nerve of him. He really ticks me out. Arrghh!

----------------2nd Floor PL Lobby------------

I saw my artworks already in the bulletin. It was fine with me. What I really didn't liked was posting my WHOLE REAL NAME on it! And kuya Novie doesn't seem to undertstand what I feel. I don't want my name there! This is a major humiliation for me. I hate it. As in. I DON'T WANT MY NAME THERE!!! TOMORROW ONCE I GET TO SCHOOL I WOULD TEAR THAT OFF AND REPLACE IT WITH ANOTHER ONE WITHOUT A NAME ON IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Cat is a Narci~!?

2005-09-15T12:54:00.000+08:00

This cat is playing hard to get! He's name is Miming Korean, by the way (intsik xa ug nawing).The more he evade my cuddles the more I want to cling to that soft-cotton line fur and rub my face againts his. nyao~
There was one time when I locked all the exits and planned to corner so he'll have no way out and won't have any choice but to accept my tight embrace for him. It didn't happen. He's too fast and I don't want to hurt him either. He is soooo kawaii!^_^ nyao~ My favorite cat is Kitten Mitsurugi. Yep. Sounds like the HITEN MITSURUGI,huh.
Umm.. He's supposed to be BIGGER than his size now. Unfortunately he suffered from a disease before (I think we're the same) BITOK! But he is strong like Kenshin's HITEN MITSURUGI anD managed to live and recover from it. Anyway, Kiten is so apathetic unlike Miming Korean. He's not even affected even if you pull off all the fur in his black MANE n TALE hair. Hihihi~ These cats are THIEVES! MGA WALANG HIYA! HUMAN NAKO PAKAUNON UG ISDA KAWATON PA PATI IMOHANG SUD-AN!! AMP>.<

Uh-oh... Labile affect again.. I guess I have to take my meds. The symptoms are comming out again.

A Bad Morning For Me

2005-09-15T08:33:00.000+08:00

Friendster sucks.
The hell with you.

Now what are they up to?
Why don't they just change their name to MYSPACE?
Sounds better to me.
I REALLY don't have a SINGLE microdrop of IDEA
on how to make those STUPID images to appear!
AAAAAAAAAARRRGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

On a second thought
Maybe it's me who suck.

Pampering Lola

2005-09-11T20:03:00.000+08:00

I had a deal with mama. She would do the washing of uniform only if I go with my Lola to SM. Without a second thought I agreed. She said it something like a convention for...i dunno...religious people i think. My plan was just to accompany her in the entertainment plaza and then leave her for a while so I could stroll the whole SM until she wants to go home.
When we got there, disappointment stab me when I saw the big banner "LIVE! GRANDMPARENTS DAY!". What have I gotten myself into.

Relunctant to go, I followed my Lola who seemed excited to find her co-senior citizens (uhh..sorry for the term). First thing that I saw on my left were tables lined adjacent to blue benches. Each labeled with BP readings, eye and ears examination, and the last was hand massage service... all for free. Reminds me of my friend Aicha who's motto is "nothing is cheaper than something free". I realized that they share the same saying with my Lola but in Bisaya version.

There were two bench parallel to the hand massage table. We sat there. A familiar-faced woman in a matching yellow silk vest and pants approached my Lola. "Uy! Mare, naa diay ka!", her voice was high-pitched--- I recognized her. She was my Lola's friendster.
She turned to me and said "Today is Pampering Lolo and Lola's Day", as if orienting me on what to do.

Everyone there were people with grey hairs and waxy movements. I want to get out and go somewhere else but here.
Indignation wasn't my concern that moment. In fact it's a very nice thing to accompany an elderly to socializations such as these. But... not me. It's just that I don't want to talk to them. It's really unlikely for me.

Behaved like a sick child, I sat on the edge of the bench. I searched into my body bag just to busy myself from grannies who might ask me some questions. Then I found a book which I borrowed from Jesh yesterday. Though it was not much to be happy about, a little bliss flickered inside me when I saw the book. At least I have something to divert the awkwardness I am into.

Halfway I read the book with one sitting.
Two old couples caught my attention. They danced (Tango? or whatever you call that) at the stage. I'm so delighted everytime I see couple of KATIGULANGANs still as sweet as their first year together. Then I saw the another granny who REEEEALLY looked like Mrs.uhh.. (who was that old woman in Mr.Bean?) anyway, she sang an unfamiliar song accompanied with a guitar that was also played by another Lola.
"It isn't so bad afterall", i thought convincingly. I'm surrounded with people 50 to 60 years older than me. It doesn't make a difference. Only that they were born 50-60 years earlier, of course. But nothing more other than that. I know someday I will be like them if God permits.
I see happiness in their face. Even my Lola. I know, I can tell.
I mean who wouldn't? Getting yourself a massage, haircut, manicure/pedicure and other beauty previledges for free. They were pampered like a newborns; Danced and sang as if all of them were their close friends.

Absorbed in the book I'm almost done reading, I didn't notice it was time to go.
I asked my Lola to buy me something to eat.
Then we left as I nibbled my Appleraspberry donut.

Aura Around My Sprite

2005-09-10T02:31:00.000+08:00

YEEEEEEHEEEEEY!!!
Finally!! Level 99!!!
Weeee~
It was my last 4% that my no-use priest left the party.
Dan was my FULL SUPPORT..uhh..err.. Wizard
Until I POOFED and became KOKOKRANCH!!! 99 AT LONG LAST!!
WHOOOOHOOOO!

*~Jawaii~*

Days of Briar

2005-09-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

Today is JESH's BDAY!!! weeeee~
We just played GUNBOUND awhile ago.
My character can't enter rookie zone anymore. huhuh...
hilas daw ko sabi ni faith.
I'm not bragging... I'm just telling her the truth. >.<
Wala naman sa rank ang lakas! diba!?

Are you Physic?

2005-09-04T17:32:00.000+08:00

You're 0% physic. Awww, too bad. But being normal
is good too. Maybe, when you think it's time,
you can take this quiz and find out once again!

Too bad... Heheheh!

Xiaoey no Hibi

2005-09-04T16:56:00.000+08:00

Last night we (mo, faith, jesh, yin and ku) went to Mo's house to watch Midori no Hibi together (it was Ku's or Yin's idea, i think). With less thinking I was coerced to go...ummm... We were already at Quirino when I remembered to meet Dan in Sonic Boom. "uh-oh..." I thought.
A little while We were there at Mo's house....

*I need to stop here*

Level Up!

2005-09-03T02:10:00.000+08:00

Base Level: 98
B.Level Percentage: 11%

YEEEESSSSS~!
Just one more flawless level up!

Which FFVIII Character Are You?

2005-09-01T00:33:00.000+08:00

Which Final Fantasy 8 Character are you?
Quiet upbeat and cheerful you are. You just love to party and usally annoy people with your energy. You love to meet new people and make new friends. You also happen to have a habbit of blowing things up if you see them as bad.

2005-08-31T12:11:00.000+08:00

Hanggan Kailan
orange and Lemons

Labis na naiinip

Nababagot sa bawat saglit

Kapag naaalala ka

Wala naman akong magawa

Umuwi ka na baby

Di na ako sanay ng wala ka

Mahirap ang mag-isa

At sa gabi'y hinahanap hanap kita

Hanggang kailan ako maghihintay

Na makasama kang muli

Sa buhay kong puno ng Paghihirap

At tanging ikaw lang ang

Pumapawi sa mga luha

Naglalagay ng ngiti sa mga labi

Di mapigilang mag-isip

O baka sa tagal

Mahulog ang loob mo sa iba

Nakaka balisa

Knock on wood wag naman sana...

2005-08-29T16:01:00.000+08:00

Maell Saves the Day!

with Maell pics included! XD

I took care of babies today! Now I can appreciate them. Before, I didn't think that they were kawaii... They are little devils hiding in a cuddly and helpless facade, I always thought.

Anyway, I run out of money (though I have lots of zenny to spend these days) and I worried about how I can take my lunch I only have (*computing...)

Instant Sotanghon...........................Php 23

Mineral Water.................................Php 11

Rice..................................................Php 6

Plastic spoon/fork..........................Php 4

Total................................................Php 44

Oh yeah. Php44.00 in my pocket. T.T

And... I shared my mini-lunch to Faith who didn't eat for 24 hours already.

She was pale and hungry. I can tell. (Konsensya na na nimo Faith...Heheheh!)

My halved mini-lunch didn't even stepped in to the door of my satiety. XD

I borrowed the REMAINING Php10 of Faith (even though faith owe me Php35!!) and promised to pay her later (I was planning to borrow another Php20 to my other well-off classmates).

Uhh.. Where was I? Oh.

Then I bought a ham sandwich just to tell my stomach "busog na ka ha!" I didn't shared the sandwich to faith, my greedy side overcame. Gomen-nasai^^;

Just this afternoon I borrowed Php20 to almost all of my classmates... my endeavors were futile. Bantay lang na sila.

I really felt bad knowing that these rich fortunate people are so so so disappointingly selfish. Kauna inyong kwarta oi.

Good thing Maell was there! He lend me Php20 without second thoughts!! This was the 4th time I think that he saved me from my financial grievings. Wahahahaha~ Kudos to you Bypass's guitarist-for-all-seasons!

This is Maell by the way. The my Mr. Nice Guy for the day!

Don't fake him!!! HAHAHA! joke..

P.S.

I didn't ask permision to post his pic here... \/^_^\/ PEACE!

2005-08-28T17:54:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeee~

5:00pm
Dan visited me here. He brought my Midori no Hibi episode 13 CD (coz mine didn't play well), some episodes of Trigun and Shaman King!!
He also gave me Chocomilk Stuffins™ cupcake!
Arigatou!=n.n=

2005-08-27T14:16:00.000+08:00

QUIZ!

People see you as the Pushy Lovestruck Person. You
throw yourself at people and have a new crush
every second. That is an easy way to get raped
so slow down and read the other person's
signals and don't just like someone for the
sake of liking someone!

What Do People Truly See You As? (lots of outcomes and stunning pictures)
brought to you by

I actually took up the test many times just to get this result! I like the pic that's all! nyahahah!XD

2005-08-25T06:59:00.000+08:00

"a reunion with someone..."

"don't hold on to the past...."

He/she (chiksilog sya! >.< )told me about that last month maybe.
I took it for granted.Yesterday we talked.
It has been almost 2 years since talked.
hihihi~
I'm glad he said "sorry" first.We're friends now (again). Yukata!
To my ('oo') please don't be mad...gomen-nasai!^^

2004-11-25T07:12:00.000+08:00

WHERE IS MY CRANIAL GUARD!?
I checked my Items---none.
I checked my equipments---it was not there.
I checked my Kafra Storage---- there was no Cranila Guard found!
RRRAAAAAARRRGHHH!!!!
WHERE IS MY CRANIAL GUARD!?!?!

2004-11-20T15:57:00.000+08:00

TAE!
Laro na naman akoRO ngayon.
Problema ko lang...
walang taga BOOST!

PATULONG NAMAN!!
pa boost...
paliz??

2004-11-03T17:04:00.000+08:00

I keep on hating.
You seem to care but you don't.
I cry but your neck is too stiff to turn to me.
I don't want to hate
but I can't help it.
FAKE TOUCHES OF CONCERN.
make believes.
Do you think I believe them?

2004-05-31T21:33:00.000+08:00

I made a lot of effort just to go to a cafe
consumed most of my time in ragnarok
spent all my money
risked my health

AND WHAT DO I GET!?

2004-05-31T21:29:00.000+08:00

amp!
ragnarok is so damn lag.
we're paying those GMs.
but i don't think they're doin' their jobs properly.
all servers are always down, if not laging.
especially Chaos, im not wondering how they got its name.

2004-05-17T10:55:00.000+08:00

If one night you get mad
and almost curse the that person
and fall asleep still swearing..
the next morning
Why do we forget
that specific feeling as if nothing
happened.

2004-05-17T02:00:00.000+08:00

tama bitaw si quina.
"why you care so many things?
world only have two things.
things you can eat and,
things you no can eat"

2004-04-30T09:05:00.000+08:00

Oh fuck. i thought we would have PE class today.
I looked for my classmates in the gym but all i saw were people
staring at me because I was wearing a PE uniform that I should not
supposed to wear. I found my self humiliating in front of those mob.
I hate it when I'm in situations like these.

2004-04-28T17:19:00.000+08:00

What domongoloids have in their minds?

jesh: Oh hell! I wanna go to sleep!! Damn...
what's that guy doing on that platform...? Supposed to be at this time
I should be sleeping in my bed dreaming... hahay...
this subject's boring... hahay.... tada... tada... tada...
why am I writing this...? I can't understand what he's talkin about...

wei: I don't see a guy. I see an egg with a
mouth muttering freakin' nonsensical mispronounced semmons.
Hell with him! Mr Sandman's waiting... I've got a date
with him...

xiao: my thoughts are killing me. My R.S.
instructor talking about bishops, popes,
etc... I really wonder why my classmates are interested to listen. Even
Wilson. He just said a while ago that he doesn't want to listen to
sir. But look at him now. *scratches head*
Now they're talkin' bout "apdos"
This subject may seem the easiest, but I might fail this three-unit subject.
*sighs* I just went out of the room a while ago and took the Spanish bread
(with sugar and grated cheese on top) in my flashy-but-dirty-pucca-red-bag.
I was in the corridor munching my lunchey held in my hand, when suddenly I felt pity
to myself.
Do you know why?

ku: our instructor is blabbing about something,I don't know what it is
really... I'm dealing my own issues right now, did you ever
felt the feeling that there is something missing in yourself
and you haven't got a clue what it is? Right now! I'm
constantly reflecting "Reflect" "Reflect". Frankly, I'm confused.
Are you not? I'm searchin for myself but still I'm staring
a vague figure.. People, we need them right? But why is
it after a long time we live with them, a long time
where we already know their souls that much...We find
them as total strangers *sigh!* It's a burden to deal
with the ironies of life---

mo: I like to sleep! sleeeep! sleeeee~~---~~--------
*sigh* I'm hungry... Why can't I stand his talking?....
This is a bad hair day... I hate my hair. Can't
understand their twist. It's so heavy. My stomach
is churning... It feels warm and cold. There's too
many things to do. I hate to think. Ku is
right, people around you. Somehow feels like a stranger. Yin is smiling "mongz like"
He is an open mouth. Many teeth slurpy? Eyes
chocolate skin demi-human. Peace yin! *does the peace sign*
Pizza is boring. And ice cream is a vomit. Tara is wearing
pearl earrings. Why is she wearing it??? Teacher Garferio.
he is... I don't know. Is he full? full of the shit stuck
on his mind in the seminary that's why he
went out to get some revenge! And this time,
THIS TIME IS THE RIGHT TIME!
HAHAHA!

Dan: Jennie will not call me tonight... /sob... Sleepy....
need to sleep... Reporting sucks hard in the beehind...
there's no money there's no obsession. I don't need that shit....
Jen just one peco-peco pls need it for luck. Kindly give
me one peco-peco. /hmm our teacher in Botany is a
Bakemoja. Save Me " Somebody Save me!!..."

2004-04-26T13:04:00.000+08:00

ai wis ai was1:08pm

i wish i was bright like most people i know
i wish i was pretty. as pretty as Kim Min Sun or Boa
i wish i wasn't this lean
i wish we were rich and can have everything i want
i wish i wasn't hungry

2004-04-26T12:52:00.000+08:00

I don't post a lot because I can't write.
my stomach is full (except right now) yet my brain is totally empty with ideas.
unlike others who can just write anything anytime they want to.
I really envy those people whose minds are brilliant.
I'm not sure if my grammar right now is correct.
Good thing there is a...err...speller checker...uh..spelling checker...

2004-04-26T12:26:00.000+08:00

gutom...

2004-04-26T11:44:00.000+08:00

Zidane Tribal
Age: 16
Class: Thief
Weapon: Dagger
Living moment to moment with nothing to lose, Zidane lives his life as a thief in Tantalus with no memory of his past. Optimistic and endearing through his high confidence, Zidane focuses his premature appeal for girls onto Princess Garnet shortly after her kidnapping. However, the more he begins to discover who he is, the more his personality begins to fade.

2004-04-23T12:32:00.000+08:00

naglagot baya ko.
dili ghapon ko kabalo double sa dance maniax.
pati mad blast sad.
huhuhu...
cge buh-bye.
klase na mi RS.

2004-04-23T12:14:00.000+08:00

elo.
naa mi Dan Lara row karun.
wala pa mi kaun.
gu2m..

2004-04-22T17:54:00.000+08:00

Gi tudluan ko ni Aicha ug HTML. Gipahiram nako siya ug comics. (Aicha:Thank u jen)
Nag trade mi.

Nasolve na nila Dan ug Cyndi the Master ang find the difference sa komiks na RAVE.^^

2004-04-22T17:52:00.000+08:00

Naa ko karun sa CLIKERZ kei um giadto nako diri si Aicha. Nagsabot mi na magkita mi diri.^^
Kauban nako si Dan. Kauban niya si Cyndi. Lagot ko kay wala ni adto di Wilson.

2004-04-04T14:58:00.000+08:00

elo